Too much?

OU NOU SHE DI-ENT.

2010-09-11T22:00:00.002+08:00

oh god. im planning to start a NEW BLOG. just cause la kay. get the publicity i would appreciate you know what i mean? ;D

currently i have trials like a few blocks away.

i dont even know what im talking about. but YEH.

i has the runny nooooose. GOD.

its like. my brain's telling me im about to get sick, but. i'm still not sick. well not that sick lah. what do you from meeeeeeeeeeh D:

so. new blog :D

lick that chocolate ;)

2010-08-12T22:09:00.002+08:00

i feelz laik writing. EVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEN THOOOOOOOOOUGH. im really boring :)

SO.

SHEEEET. IM LOOKING FORWARD TO FINISHING SPM 8D

then im gonna camp at home. and play Sims :3 HAHAHA FACKING KNURD KTHXBAI.

hahaha

so much for 'freedom' :) hahah

IT'S STILL COUNTED AS FREEDOM :O hahah

i really do feel like studying. but. im really distracted at the mo.

so much for the semangat i tell you :O

i love the mountains, i love the big blue skies.

im such a gay person.

screw my blogging skills i tell you :O

I think I remember those eyes ;)

2010-08-10T21:32:00.001+08:00

shit. i'm such an unloyal bitch to my blog.

Sooooooooooooooooooo.

i. have not been updating. cause i am born lezeh. :)

i feel so lonely without my apple pie ;(

its been 2 months isnt it? 3? I DONT KNOWWWW D:

so yeh. monthly test in like 2 more weeks and i am great at rotting here :) gee, maybe i should get an award for this.

HOW CUMZ I CUNT BE LAIK DOZ PEOPLE WID LODZA REDURS? D:

now thats a good question! :O hahah

Put your faith in me.

2010-05-31T22:23:00.002+08:00

Is it normal to feel confused when there's nothing in this goddamned world to feel confused about?

--well, no.

because your head keeps messing with you. and you have issues WITH YOURSELF. no one but yourself. maybe a small part from the other people. but everything is you.

WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME?

i know i'm fucked up in all kinds of ways la. but really. for some or NO RELEVANT REASONS AT ALL, i feel like everything's either going too fast or turbo speed and i cant seem to catch up. and i feel like i'm running around in circles.

Bitches, it's not cool to repeat the same fucking mistake you did before.

it just makes you a dumb human with a set of boobs and an ungrown penis.

FUCK PMS.

I JUST DON'T GET IT.

everyone tells me time will help.

one of them told me to take a week off. it might help you decide

WELL, FUCK INDECISION.

one tells me to try it out.

and the rest just tells me everything's gonna come naturally in time.

and really. i dont really have a lot of time in this place.

time is ticking.

i dont wanna hurt nobody :(

i dont wanna hurt him OR myself.

you know what i've come up with?

i just. maintain the situation and with hope my mood changes and then everything might just go back to normal.

--the possibility of this idea working ? low.reeeeeally low.

well, it doesnt exactly hurt to try.

i've given a few reasons to feel like this. i did. i reeeally did.

and a few of them are just plain stupid.

i just don't know. i wish i could find a book or something -.- that could actually tell me what to do.

BUT NO. we're like God's lab rats. -.- testing our patience and what not.

DUNG.

aaaah :( i just don't know lah :(

POOP.

x, miss indecisive.

SO.

2010-05-20T13:54:00.002+08:00

SOOOOOOOOOOO. i've been putting this off for some time now.

i've been pretty lazy lately. to turn the computer on. so that explains the lack of updates. LOL

cause NAO. i has -- we has. an itouch. so it saves all the trouble to come online and yadiyadiyada. i can just lay on the bed or curl up on the couch and i'd still be online! :D

joy.

--no, i have no idea what i'm talking about.

and also, i've been having tuitions and stuff so i get back pretty late SO i get too lazy or tired to even wanna come here. SO. i just sit on the couch :3

my daily routines. which sometimes -- i fail to follow :X

7.30AM - 1.50PM SCHOOL.

i get back at about 2.10PM

i eat my lunch. sometimes.

i get ready and head out at about 2.50PM

i'll be at the bus stop at about 3.00PM and then wait for the damn bus.

3.50PM - 6.20PM CLASS

and then wait for the bus again. and add in all the traffic and the crowd in the bus.

i get back at about 8PM

and then dinner and then couch and then shower and then back homeworks and projects and what not. and if i'm lucky, i'll be in bed at about 9ish 10.

and it goes AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAALL OVER AGAIN.

yeah. keeping it up. till the big one comes. JOY.

thats about it.

The name "Helmut" is ridiculous.

2010-04-29T16:36:00.004+08:00

Did you even know it was a name?

SO. everything's really slow and idk why D:

LLALALALALALALALALALAL

idk how to "research" about designers D: CARP. >:(

about Gucci and all D:

HELP?

MR. HEADACHE, GTFO.

well, WORK IS TOMORROW! :DDD EHEHEHEHHEHEHEH

im ecstatic about it. and really scared at the same time

WAKLALALALALALALAL

oh i cut my hair too :D

will put up a pic soon :)

Like a comet, Blazing across the evening sky. Gone too soon.

2010-04-27T22:53:00.003+08:00

:( my baby died :(

my little benjoi died :'(

God, thinking about it makes me want to roll on the floor and sob my ass off.

He, My little small fluff of joy.

Did His best to last as long as He could.

Even if He was left behind.

And on the 17th of April, He came into my life.

The fact that my life is already hectic enough.

I still find myself lying on the floor with His tiny paws all around me.

When I'd go "OMG" when He'd trip when He'd try to walk.

When I'd go "HAIYO" when He refuses to go to sleep.

When I'd go "-.-" when I had to get up at 3 in the morning to feed that hungry monster of fluff.

When He'd first opened His eyes, We were already jumping for joy.

How Venus was already getting used to Him getting all the attention.

Slowly, He stopped eating as much as He did.

Slowly, He'd stopped meowing as much as He did.

All He did was sleep. And I thought "Maybe it's cause he's a baby"

Doctors would shake their head and gave Him two days to live when we'd first took Him to the vet.

It was difficult to get where we were.

The doctors were shock to find out that He lived for almost 2 weeks.

Even without His mother around.

On the 26th of April, The day was going by slowly.

And my heart was feeling gloomy.

When I'd come home to see my ball of fluff sleeping soundly.

There was not a single thing out of place.

I'd questioned my brother about Him.

And he'd tell me "He wasn't eating."

He hasn't been eating.

When I'd carry him in palms, He'd always put his head in between my fingers.

But this time, All He did was lay on my palms. Barely breathing.

I felt everything tumbling down.

I felt my hopes crashing down.

I did what I could.

"Keep him warm" the doctor told me.

I'd check on Him constantly.

I'd stare till I see a part of Him moving.

Until this one last time.

I'd unwrap the towels, I saw Him gasping.

I didn't know what to do. I thought He was fine.

I carried him in my palms. I tried feeding him milk.

Cause I thought He was fine.

When I'd pour the milk in. It just slid right down his throat.

I did it a few times.

Then I'd check his stomach.

"It's not moving."

I'd move his head.
"He's not moving"

I'd pull on his legs lightly. Trying to wake Him up.

"He's gone."

I felt my eyes swelling up.

And all I could do was call my brother.

I'd whisper softly "He's gone".

On the 26th of April, 4.16PM. My baby moved on. Moved on to a better place where I hope to see Him again. He may have spent only a few weeks with me. But it was the time that We've all had with Him that counts. The thoughts and worries. And everything in between. "Benjie" 's gonna be in my memories. Till I grow old and gray.

I miss you, Benjoi :'(

so much.

Rest In Peace, Baby Benjie.

I love you :)

I'm only gonna break, break your heart.

2010-04-24T19:42:00.003+08:00

okay.

we're gonna need a profile or or or or a proper introduction. but for now i has no picture.

NAME : BENJIE BELLYBUTTONS.

PREFERRED NAME : BENJOI / BULAT / SMALL FART.

AGE : 2 weeks +

SEX : UNSURE.

WELL KNOWN FOR : BEING A BLOATED KITTEN / OPENING ONE EYE AND LEAVING THE OTHER CLOSED / BEING EXTREMELY TINY.

OCCUPATION : CRY FOR MILK / CRAWLING / TAKING 2 MINUTES PEE / SLEEPING / MEOWING FOR NO PARTICULAR REASONS / MY SOURCE OF STRESS / MY BABYBOO.

DAY OF BIRTH : 17TH APRIL 2010.

SIZE : EXTRA x1000000 SMALL.

LENGTH : umm.

CARETAKER : ME / MAMA / BROTHER.

SALARY : NONE.

GUILTY OF : BEING EXTREMELY SMALL AND ADORABLE. (PURE INTOLERABLE CRUELTY.)

hahaha :)

OH YEAH

I HAS JOB! :D

FOR TWO DAYS :D

for RM400.

THATS ALOT OKAY. aahah!

May 1st and 2nd ! :D

i'm promoting / selling branded bags like ; COACH / LOUIS VUITTON / PRADA / SALVATORE FERRAGAMO / GUCCI / FENDI / BALLY / LONGCHAMP / KATE SPADE

they're actually real bags O_O cause my 'boss' or something like that. they got it straight from the designer or somethnig like that..

and the reason why its so bloody expensive its cause of the travel fee thing LOL

oh and if i see like 6 bags and above i get like 200 for commission :D WHAHAHA

and then i sell 15 or 20 bags i get a thousand :D

mmmmmmmmmm :D MONEH :D

idek what im talking about.

BUT. i really need to see the dentist.

the damn wire keeps getting stuck on the side of my cheek -.-

tired D:

Guess it's just my history talking.

2010-04-22T21:38:00.003+08:00

DEAR GOD, now i can't wait to get my braces off -.-

ITS LIKE ITS NOT THERE D:

but its there. and it grabs ALOT. and i mean ALOT. of attention when i eat. ESPECIALLY when i eat.

people enjoy staring at things that gat-stukk in mah mouth.

what's it with you people and staring at things that eventually gross you out and not want to look or even talk to me!?

its hurtful you know.

now i want retainers. but god knows how long i'll have to put it on >_>

and sooner or later, my teeth is gonna back to where it was.

omg is it me - or is my english really crappy?

OH YEAH. i recently found out that Singapore has been cheating Malaysia! >:(

cause Singapore has a shortage of water and stuff and eventually came up with an idea to drink shit water. or in other words - "Neo water" -- if im not mistaken lah.

brains lah i tell you.

SO. i think before that Singapore asked us Malaysians to supply water for them. AND LIKE WE HAVE ENOUGH WATER RIGHT?

and before that we had to actually get water from Malacca. and then now we had to jab the clouds with chemical or something like that for rain. and now, its not working.

GODDAMN GLOBAL WARMING AND FUCKED UP HUMANS LIKE US LAH.

AND SO WE DID. we supplied water to the singaporeans. AND YOU KNOW WHATS THE DUMBEST PART? THEY REFUSE TO RENEW THEIR DEAL. cause that deal was made like back then when Tunku Abdul Rahman was our prime minister or something like that and back then everything was cheap. and imagine like a gallon right, the singaporeans only have to pay like 5 cents or something like that.

imagine the amount of profit the singaporeans can actually make?

and we all kena rugi -.-

CON-ARTISTES! >:(

OH YEAH EHEHHEHEHEHEHEH

''KEEP MALAYSIA CLEAN, THROW OUR RUBBISH AT SINGAPORE"

i think its something like that. one of my tutors told me HAHAHAHA

hilarious ;D

yes, i get very politically mean. HAHAHAHHA whatevs lah! D:

i was just writing down what i know ;D

helpful stuffs here ya know' ;D

You'll be out of place and underdressed

2010-04-21T22:07:00.002+08:00

MAYBE.

it feels like forever since i came online. but that was only like two days. so imagine like 7 months?

DUDEH. i'd be dying. HAHAHHA

it's alittle over-dramatic but. desperate times, calls for desperate measures ;D

SO.

oh yeah.

i bet looooooots of you guys know about that volcano eruption in Iceland right?

(no, i didnt mean diarrhea lah.)

AHAHAHHAHAHA THE NAME FOR THE VOLCANO IS HILARIOUS. AND THE PERSON WHO NAMED IT FAILED. BADLY. ahahaha!

wait, lemme google the name ;D

Google's so useful now a days ;DDD

'Eyjafjallajokull.'

hilarious i tell you :D

i'll pay you 5 cents if you get to pronounce the thing properly. like how the people in Iceland says it.

*no guarantees for that 5 cent ;D

okay fine. i'm sorry for the mean comment lah.

BUT IT'S WORTH WRITING HERE ;D

BAHAHAHAHA

and also!

daily doses of LOL never hurts ;D

Baby Benjie. :)

2010-04-18T23:06:00.003+08:00

SO. i've named the kitten Benjie.

Cause its's a boy :)

well its a temporary name lah until Brandon takes him back :)

and pray to God he'll take good care of Benjie.

talk about midnight checkupsssss =/

i gotta wake up at 5 or so to feed him before heading to schoooooooool

take about MASSIVE EYEBAGS D:

so. its ALMOST 12 and i have to go iron my uniform, pack my bag and get ready for a few months of headaches and wanting to drop dead on the floor and SLEEEEEEEEEEP.

send dem prayers yah! pray to god Benjie will be fine and he'll make it through :)

God bless ya :D

Gara gara gara gara. -- what?

2010-04-17T21:18:00.003+08:00

FINALLY.

SO. the kitten. ohhhhhhhhh dear God. whaaaaaat have i gotten myself into .-.

she's only like 5-6 days old. oh dear D:

i'm just really supah worried whether she can make it through

eventhough i have two really gay cats at home, only Felix seems to let her go all over him. While Venus is sucha biiiiiiiiiish >:( typical.

AND THEN.

i'm just really worried.

did i mention i'm fucking hungry right now?

oh and also i've gotta feed her every 2 hours. but i think i ter-stuffed her with milk around 6 D;

heeehe.

so therefore, i've gotta wake up in the middle of the night to feed the poor thing D:

and now i'm waiting till she starts crying lol and i gotta get her peeing and pooping too.

LALALALALLAALALALA

oh and btw, anyone wanna take the job to call me up in the middle of the night to feed the kitten?

i'm fucking serious.

if you're up for it LEMME KNOW. ;D

I'll CALL YOU IN THREE DAYS. NOT TOO SOON, NOT TOO LATE.

i now have the most relevant reason to come late to school

"i have a baby at home to look after. really."

Baby shut up.

2010-04-16T22:45:00.004+08:00

THEREFORE.

so. on my previous post i mentioned that margaret was leaving? yeah. she did.

the damn school is so pathetic it makes me want to run around naked.

well, never in a million years.

so, there was a speech from Div and thennnnnn few other teachers came to talk about her and then David Bong came back to school :) my form 2 science teacher :D supah funneh and dorkeh ehehe

and then they had a slide show and then some performances from the prefects and also a sketch. she looks preeeetyyyyy good when she was young ahaha

SO. the usual "stand-in-front-of-the-school's-gate-and-go-"DONT LEAVE"-and-start-jumping-and-then-when-they-don't-layan-you-sit-down" thing :)

geddit?

so i've been updating pretty frequently. i know i'm too good for you ;) HAHAHA

joke lah, i joke.

I KNOW THAT I'VE GOT ISSUES.

my daily dosage of lol :)

It's okay.

2010-04-15T21:14:00.002+08:00

AND THEN.

well,

im puhreeeety glad my posts and short and bland :)

SO. Margaret's retiring tamarow.

AND. i cant wait to gets mah runnin' shoez :D

YOU BE SCREAMING NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

yeah :)

i've realized that no one visits my blog -.- how sad woi D:

gishhhhh >:(

SO.

ohgee,myblog'ssopatheticiwannathrowup!

Get down girl, Go head' get down.

2010-04-14T23:15:00.002+08:00

AND.

getting sick of school lah really =/

and i have maths to finish HAHAHAHA

i forgotted lah blame it on my memory lah >:(

PAPA DON'T PREAAAAAAAAAAAAAACH LOLOL

GLEEEEEEEEEE

is there season two ? O_o

MISTAH SHUEEEEEE EHEHEHHEH

anyways, im just trying to find something else to do while im here :)

Nothing you can compare to your neighborhood hoe.

2010-04-13T19:41:00.003+08:00

SO.

WE HAS OUR SCHOOLS PICTAHS!

well, today was ...weird? and really slow lol

...and reaaaaaaaaaaal hot. damn global warming >:(

SO. i'm not really looking forward to seeing how gross i look in the picture. so we'll just skip that part :)

haha LADYbug :)

EHEHHEE FAILED DATING TIPS! XD

LIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIICKKKKK ;D

so. yeah.

www.nataliedee.com for moar! :D

i dont really have much to update about aside from the fact that im about to go BROKE D:

dammit :(

and has Derrick's next week MUNDAE. =/ me OH my =/

Get krazeh, Get LOUD.

2010-04-10T19:09:00.003+08:00

such a tiring day lah i tell you D: lol

im just really sleepy lol with the contacts, it makes everything worse lol

went to the school at 9-ishhh i actually got up at 6 and it was raining so i was like "SCREW IT! im not involved anyway" so yeah. i fell asleep. woke up at 7. and slept back.

then i finally got up at 9 lol

chilled at the prefect's bureau wiz Sonia and Cas. CAS AND HER DUTIES LAH I TELL YOU. lolol

i went there cause we were planning for breakfast and then mid valley. thennnn change of ze plans =/

i really wanted to get that dress :(

we went to Cas's aunt's place instead in Tmn Tun. chilled. ateeeeeee and then chilled someoreeee and then things happened.

then after that `special` phase of ours, we went to the Curve to shoppp

i like the bazaar there. they sell things that i like :D

then we went to O'Brians for a snackkkkkk

then Sonia dropped us at Cas's aunt's placeee then got home.

and now im here.

When I was a baby I was sucking on tities,

Now that I'm older still sucking on tities,

Different titties -- but tities nonetheless,

The first thing I do when a girl undress,

Crazy girl spark my interest,

If tities was a stock, I'd invest in breasts.

`LMFAO - Get Crazy`

now that. is hilarious ;D

IT'S NOT WHAT YOU THINK!

2010-04-09T23:52:00.002+08:00

really, its not! D:

SO. i went out todayyyy :) totally missed tuition -.- gonna get it from derick lah! D: T-T

sighhhh*

WATCHED "HOW TO TRAIN YOUR DRAGON" in 3D! :D eheheh

muahahahhaha

then bought a huge teddy bear for Shophiaaaa

THEN met up wiz mah BABUS EHEHEHEHEHH

they wanted to watch a moooovie. but i didnt wanna cause i already watched a movie and i'z outz of cash! D:

sooo we walked around. And tried on some clothes! :DDD ehehehehhe

i'm bringing my mom to that shop! :D HEHEHEHEH

then cas bought herself a nuu bag :D DOROTHY PERKINS *cough*

EEHEHEH the joy and pride of carrying a Dorothy Perkins never felt that good. HAHHAHA

sorry la sorry. no i'm not a spoilt brat! >:(

sooo i'll be waking up at 6 in the morning on a weekend. joy :)

just to go to school. for no relevant reasons at all! hahaha

well, just so i get to see my babus la you know XD

so anyways :)

willwritelater :)

nono,itsreallynotwhatyouthinkitis! D:

I listen to such old school songs. Me oh My.

2010-04-08T21:15:00.003+08:00

AHAHAHAHAAHAHHAAHHAHAHAHAAHHAHHAHAHAHA

SHOCKINGLY I HAS NOT GONE ZE INSANE. cause our FIRST intervention finished.

GOD.

ignoremeifyouseecauseijustdontgiveashit

ehehe.

SO. life has been really normal. cause i just updated yesterday -.- HAHA

i wanted to write something but then i forgot. .-. right.

i miss my jujus :( poo.

jujus = juniors.*

sometimes, you really make me want to slap you across the face and watch you cry. thats all i want. you know i can. and i know i really want to.

idontevenknowwhyimthatnice.

Click it, Cross it, Crack it, Switch, Update it.

2010-04-07T21:14:00.003+08:00

CAUSE THE FEELING OF BEING LOVED AGAIN NEVER FELT THAT GOOD. or is it?

SO. I've only gotten one or two complaints.

"WHY AREN'T YOU UPDATING!?"
"...cause i'm bored and i'm lazy :)"

"bitch"

":D"

SO. Quick updates areeeeeee

We had like 3 weeks including this week of exams. applause applause. at the fact that i could last that long.

Thing is. I dont update cause i dont know who can actually last reading all these cocktalking. So i dont. Wasting my effort. pssht.

Like the new and "improved" layout ? XD

HHEHEHEH changed a few things here and there :) CREDITS TO CREATOR.

I dont actually have much to talk about honestly. Cause life has been really neutral :) sides, i keep the good stuffs and then..forget it. until someone mentions it again X)

I dont know why, but my head seems to make me think about things which has nothing to do with the current situation. and then STREZZZZZ lol

Ha.

I hate how its one day "yea" and the next day "naah" between us D:

Cant it be the same ? "Yeah" the whole time ? :D

I'm very sure you guys dont get a single thing i just wrote. :) EHEE.

Likeisaid,idonthaveanythingtoactuallymoanandpissandwhineaboutsoiwillleaveandupdatethispatheticblogsomeothertimewhenihappentohavethemood.

HAHAHAH :)

loves, Sam

is you big enouggh?

2010-03-16T11:26:00.002+08:00

so we won cheerleading. again :P

BAHAHAHHAHAHH

shockingly yes. we tooooootally won for cheerleading cause we did teh MJ hahahahaha

*videos are in Facebook. ALL OVER. FACEBOOK*

yea. we're proud :) super. :))))

cause this. will be our last yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaar and so our. last contributions ?

idk la but its good. allllll good :)

but. the shit part is right after our holidays is exams -.-

and this is already our second paper. and soon its gonna be mid terms and then trials.

and then the big thing :/

things are going preeeeeetyy fast which creeps me. a little bit

can i just shoot myself? really?

oh yeah, HOLIDAYS :D

which reminds me. i STILL have to finish my science project and also memorize some of my jacked up orals -.-

indecision is annoyinggggggggggggg

2010-03-07T20:49:00.004+08:00

yes. indecision is mfing annoying.

BUT.

I HAS CONTACTS NYAHAHAHHHAHAHHAHA

the downside is, i'm only getting it in a week or two. =/

i was sooooooooooooooo planning to wear it on sports day! D:

its cause i have astigmatism.

and its really bad

and my power's at about 200 and they only supply 175 lol

and the supplier dont make alot of these. cause not alot of people get estic.

so basically, it wont be exactly the clearest.

but. i still finally have contacts :D

NYEHEHEHEHEH

and.

i finally realized that when i take my specs off, i squint. alot.

HAHHAHAHAHAHA

that is how i look tired LOL

so lets say if i were to ditch my specs, i would be squinting! HAHAHAHA

and guess what my people.

i fell like superman. :)

now my leg's gonna look like shit.

and sport's day is like. 3 days away D:

idk hoooooooooow im gonna look. but im not looking forward to it :(

poo.

anyways,

i am. very indecisive right now.

that thing you behind you is AMAZING.

2010-03-05T21:51:00.001+08:00

omygeeeeee

i am vurry vurry tired =/

I HOPE I PASS MY MATH'S TEST!

its sort of easy. SORT OF. lol

tomorrow 9-5 =/

NUUUU D:

was supposed to go BB for shoppingz.

GRRRR T-T

maybe. if Breian still wanna go. we will go ahahah

SPORTS DAY IS LIKE 5 DAYS AWAY.

include sunday XD

will most probably start Kasturi next month. or. something.

basically, after sports day.

i wanna go sleep.

but i just had a can of red bull and i had dinner an hour ago. D:

bash bash bash

nobody has it easy.

2010-03-03T20:34:00.002+08:00

28 points :(

i mean, its okay. but. 34 was better dont you think? or 30 =/

she said that i stutter. and that i swallow my words. so. =/

i have addmaths to finish. which i can't really understand :(

Integrations D:

changing a transformation back to an integration. VART IS DIZZZZ D:

soooo tiredddd

sports day in exactly ONE WEEK =/ NUUU

i feel all sore everywhere :(

i think im most probably starting tuition after sports day.

and the best part is. WE STILL HAVE SCHOOL ON THURSDAY AND FRIDAY.

WTF!?

NOT FAAAAAAAAAAIR

eh just cause people coming to get their results doesnt mean the rest who are not involved have to go right :(

BUT.

we get a week off :D

totally awesome.

and theeennnn, diagnostic again i think =/

omg, SPM's approaching ! D:

OH MY GEEEE

i have nothing else to write so.

AAAAAAAAAAAT LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAST!

MYYYYY LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE HAS COME ALONGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

MY LONELY DAYS ARE OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

;)

FUCK YOU ULCER >(

2010-02-28T23:42:00.003+08:00

i'm in such a bad mood. i feel like bashing the life out of something. BAAHAHAAHAHHA

no, srsly.

KLSADLSKADJSALKDJSA ROAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAR

i dont wanna go to school

i dont wanna do my goddamn homework

i dont really wanna stay back

i dont wanna take shit from people

i dont wanna take attitudes

i dont wanna do anything.

i would like to sleep.

just because you get to yell at me and be all bossy doesnt mean i'm your goddamn tree.

you're just lucky i'm nice enough to shut the fuck up and give you face.

and you go around telling people bullshits that really piss me off.

you just dont know when to stop.

SUCK YER LEMONADEEEEEEEE

2010-02-27T00:18:00.002+08:00

aaahahaha i changed my layoutz :D eehehe

I was wondering.

Do you ever go to this person's site or something. And then you see that the layout changed and you re-check the url to make sure you've typed the right url?

AHAHAHAH i do it VERY VERY often XD

like when i'm so used to this person's layout and then all of a sudden they changed it then i'll look again. AAAHAHHAHA

I AM VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY SORE.

and i might get the boot from derrick if i dont show up for another class. eeehehe

i am so bored. i'm drawing food with expressions on them. AAAHAHAHAH

anyways. i am very sleepy =/

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

I wanna break all the madness.

2010-02-26T15:43:00.003+08:00

guuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuh

TIRING DOHHHHH

WELL! here's the GOOD news :D

i made it back before 45 minutes EEHEHEHHEHE

and also contributed 1 point.

RED HOUSE WON!!!!! EEEHEHEHEHEHHE

for merentas desa*

AHAAHAHHAHA

poyo got 9th place. that woman ran off -.-

and blamed me -.- if it wasnt for me, she wouldve gotten higher -.-

PFFT.

and the BAD news is.

for me.

lol, i has 4 blistahs. now 3. HAHAA

one of it popped. yes, as gross as it sounds. yes.

and i am sore all over the place.

i know i know, EVERYONE IS TOOOOO AAHAHAH

BUT.

GOOD JOB TO ALL THE RED HOUSE MEMBERS!

HAHAHAHA WE WON FOR MERENTAS DESA!

we still have to maintain this okay!

next is Sukantara. which i do not look forward to. AT ALL.

i also have a good feeling we might win cheerleading too.

cause yellow house's cheer is bullshit. BAHAHAHA

eh im serious! i saw them doing it -.- and its stupid -.-

ahahah then after merentas desa, we decided to go kfc to celebrate

and we walked in the rain so sexily all just too eat kfc. when i dont even feel like eating it in the first place. LOL

and then we were fooling aroundd ahhahah doing teh chicken dance ahahahha

pictures will only be posted in FACEBOOK cause i'm too lazy to save everything and post it here. AHAHHA

then after that, Jane decided to go to the park. so we all followed. we were being a bunch of stupid hooligans there TOO. after KFC tak cukup, so we went to the park. ahhaha

then after that

"EH LETS GO BOON BOON!"
"FOR WHATTT? NO MONEY LA!"
"Go have drinks laa"
"YOU PAY IS ITTTT?"
"i oso got not enough money"
"HA. WANNA GO BOON BOON. EXPENSIVE OKAY"
"why dont we all just go Neelas"
"oh yeah ah. come la"

LOL.

WITH ALL THAT SORENESS, WE ALL STILL MANAGED TO WALK AROUND. PFFFTTTT

but it was all fun :)

totally enjoyed it hahahaha

i WANT red house to win this year.

YELLOW HOUSE GOING DOWN YOOOOOO

cause yellow house won LAST year ;)

and red house has been winning since ages. so. we have to keep up the name ahahah!

anyways.

MY HAIR IS FULL OF SHIT. ahahah

dizzzzzy in mah head.

2010-02-24T22:46:00.002+08:00

MERENTAS DESA YO.

tomorrow. ha.

or. in other words. CROSS COUNTRY. AAHAHAHAAHA 3.5 KM.

i heard people saying that 3.5 km are for primary students. HA

we fail :)

i have a bad ankle now. dammit. oh oh oh oh and mom bought me the wrap sooo. i guess it should be okay tomorrow.

no, i dont think i can make it back WITHIN 45minutes. If it takes me 20 minutes to walk to the tom yam shop from my place, definitely no. ahahahah

i'm just going for the hell of it. and Hari told me so >_>

my dad actually wanted to write a letter. but for NO RELEVANT REASON AT ALL, i told him no need.

FML.

soo, i will be wrapping my leg, waking up at 5 or so. going to poyo's house. and then with hopes i get to use an mp3 while being bored to death running for no reason and feeling all funny. and look stupid while running.

oh oh oh oh oh my hair looks like a helmet. -- again.

ugh. =Z

SHUTUPSHUTUPSHUTUPSHUTUP STOP LOOKING AT MY HAAAAAAAAAAAAIR D:

i think Ashton Kutcher's supah hot. AHAHAHHAHA like for real.

he's funny and he's hot. AAHAHHAHAHA

and .... i think he's abit too young for Demi AAHAHAHAHA

even Rumer can date him AHAHAHHA

or or or Cameron or something

HAHAHAHH

i'm so boooooooooored. i'm watching nick jonas HAHHHA

anyways.

i hope, my leg doesnt snap like a toothpick tomorrow.

eventhough it's not the shape of it. but its fragile :'(

x,Sam

Turn your lights down low 8)

2010-02-22T20:24:00.004+08:00

EEEHHEHEHHE.

school started. I didnt finish my accounts. AHAHAH.

so typical i tell you .-.

I. have nothing to talk about. AAAHAAAA.

merentas desa woi. I DOWAN AAHAAHHA XD

>_> i dont think red house got chance d -.-

moderrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr i tell youuuuuu

I-I-I-I-I-I-I-I. I.

i havent studied.
i havent started kasturi yet either >_>
i havent been doing alot of things.
i'm cutting my hair into a bob. lol. laik ze apple hair.
i ~~hope.~~ WANT my hair to stop falling and grow back. cause its not fun being motherfuckin bald.
i think colbie caillat is awesome. HAAHAHHAHA.
i think i'm gonna die.
i have about rm400. i think initially it should be 500. but i spented it. so >_> yeah.
i'm going sunway again this saturday AHAHAHAHAH EEHEHEHEHEHEEE
i'm getting sick. PFFFSSHHTTT.
I HAVE A MINI FAN EEHEHEEHEHHEHE
boo. :(
no, i'm not okay with it. not yet. i just pretend im cool with it :) its so and so.
i kinda wish i never found out. burrgghh.
I WANNA GIVE YOU SOME GOOD, GOOD LOVINNNNN :3

i'm such a boring person, i bet you NO ONE reads my blog
i fail. in life. D:

xx

After idk HOW LONG. i still have not come up with a title. -- OH LOOK! its filled in ;D

2010-02-19T00:02:00.003+08:00

omg. i opened this page. a few hours ago. I FAAAAAAAAAAIL AHAHHHA

so its chinese new yearrrrr.

lol last week sundaaayy.

and the week's ending. reeeeeeeeeal soon =Z

i didnt even touch any of my homeworks XD

my post. is soooo pointless omg -,-

HAPPY CHINESE NUU YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRR

May 2010 "prosper" and bring good fortune yaaa :D

and i kind of ran out of things to say lol

ICE SKATING TUMOROOOOOOOOOO EHEEEHEHEHEHEHEEHE

xx,sam

Everybody's looking for love :)

2010-02-08T22:16:00.002+08:00

aksjdsakldjsakdkjsdksdjklsk /keyboardsmasssshhezzz

Sooooooooooo, i'm reconsidering vb HAHAHAH

have i mentioned that my family's full of shit?

I dont actually have much to write about. I've got maths work tho :S

You know what i've noticed too?

Half the people i know. Are already dating. AHAHHA.

So -- WHEN'S MY TURN :( AHAHHAHA

despoooooooo siiiaaa hahahah

i've got a few choices. HAHAHA. waiting for the mutual feeling.AAHAHAHHAHA

-highlight-

idk what im talking about la :S

And.

Why would one person get so freaking jealous cause your boy/girl is out with his/her friends?

You boy/girl has a life too. Takkan he/she's gotta drop everything JUUUUST for you kan.

And he/she obviously gonna have girl/guy friends right. Sometimes you have to be open minded la omg. Why so jealous for ?

From my point of view :

I wouldnt mind if my boy went out with his friends. Even if its at night. He has a life too. I'm not gonna sabotage his life just cause we're together and all. Ya, he's going out with hot girls. If he really loves you, Nothing the girls do gonna change a thing. Guys need to breathe too -.-

Its the same concept for both sides. Give and take.

Sometimes, you gotta trust the dude la. Eventhough you're not really convinced.

And God forbid anything happens.

Maybe then its not meant to be. OPEN YOUR MINDDDDDDD

Thou shall think maturely and logically with that big fat noggin of yours.

Ya know. i should be a psychologist or love council or family council or even an antropologist.

"To study culture" :)

nyehehhe. i think im done.

I cannot fucking wait for the next l4d2 sessions !!! DDD:

kbai :)

xx,Sam

i can't believe i'm the one that's feeling all this.

2010-02-04T21:42:00.003+08:00

parapapapapaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

nuu, i'm the one's thats feeling all pissy and bitchy about this.

well, im supposed to keep it outside of my head =/ and it got its way in :(

BEH SONG LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

not happy. in hokkien or something else.

i've got so much homework left to finish. and there is school this saturday

"Topical Exam for Form 4 & 5"

no, i am not going to school.

i will be cleaning the house and

going out to shop for

chinese new year.

so fuck off.

i'm not sure whether the other forms are involved. but i am very pissed.

EH COME ON LA. WE JUST FINISHED INTERVENSI LAST WEEK LA.

DIUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

VERYYYYYYYYYY EMM KAOOOO SONGGG JORR LAAAA

not happy. in cantonese.

maaf, aku memang budak cina. cannot blame me.

sorry to say this, we are not robots. srsly. we are not mothafucking robots that you can constantly put pressure on just cause "SPM is the key to your life"

hello, we get the point. We've been getting this talk since -- SINCE FORM 3 STARTED D LA

niaaaaaamaaaaaaaa.

so we dont do good enough in SPM, alotta people still made it out there. its just whether you wanna do it or not.

and yes, i do wanna do SPM.

i've found a reason why the eff-eth i'm losing so much hair.

its the mothafucking pressure.

thats what my hair stylist said, what the auntie who supplies hair products, my mom, my auntie, and everyone else in between.

but WHAT STRESS WEIIII?

i still do not know what am i stressing aboutz -,-

kantoi.

oh yeah. have i mentioned that MOST of the people i hang around with are. relatively weird. or just plain funny? yeah. in a way im quite glad i know them. cause right, without them. i might as well be this very very very serious person. HAHAHAH. i guess >_>

well, im 65% serious. and the rest is all bullshit.

yes, i have mentioned i am allergic to bullshit. but i am still bullshitting.

so this is why, i am full of shit.

do you gets what i'm talking about?

so anyways, people label me as "weird" cause -- i'm not that sure either.

from my point of view.

Friendly = Weird (?)

okay okay, i vill explain.

See, I'm friendly in a way that people think i'm weird.

1. I say Hi to anonymous. (well, sorta)

2. I'm usually all smiles. usually.

3. I shout Hi to people that seats at the back of the class e.g Razali AHHAHA

4. -- YOU KNOW WHAT. PEOPLE JUST THINK I'M DAMN WEIRD LA. END OF DISCUSSION.

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO, why la :(

people says i'm scaring them :( like for say my juniors, HAHAHAHA.

ALL OF THEM ARE SOOOOOOO TINYYYYYYY lol

and i tend to say hi to them and they just look at me and like "dude, wtf?"

and i'm like smiling and shit. HAHAHAH

and if i'm lucky, they'll say hi too :D HAHAHA

see what i mean? no? go away la.

MY POINT ISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS, stop calling me weird :( it's not really my fault. Its either you blame it on how i grew up or the people who i hang around with. or maybe its just me

i'm not lifeless :( i just do it to annoy you. :( boooooo :(

knock me right off my feet.

2010-02-03T19:54:00.003+08:00

so. i am sick. sort of. ze common fluuuuu. or cold. whichever that suits your liking.

and i hasnt washed my hair.

and im still losing bucket loads of hair.

by the end of 2010, i'm most probably gonna be BALD.

joy isnt itttt =/

they say its stress.

BUT WHAT KIND OF STRESS WEI?

OMG.

i never even knew there was stress involved. fail.

i has no letter. BAHAHAHA.

screwing it is =/

i hate how you pretend NONE of whatever that happened has NOTHING to do with you.

you just havent seen me get fucking pissed la k. and i dont think you wanna see that side yet la.

i dont think you ever.

most of you mofos are damn lucky im not the type that blows off right in front of your face.

cause 1. i am nice enough to shove it all in a stupid bottle and keep it aside 2. i dont wanna do it cause i might just over do everything. and make you lose your image or some shit.

i do consider things. when it is important enough to be considered.

i'm not saying that ONE SHALL DROP EVERYTHING AND CATER TO ME. its just the effort that really counts la.

thats what that really pisses me. when someone just dont care cause they have better things to do in life.

then where the hell do i stand in your important life la then?

when is your part to give la?

pffft. i hate how you always give. and sometimes you just wonder when is it their turn to give.

sam.

I wanna lie on your chest and tell you shapes of the sky.

2010-02-01T23:31:00.009+08:00

Beep beep beep beep beeeeeeeeeeeepppppp-eth.

Herrohhh :) TODAE. IS. POOBIC HORIDAE.

Yeah.

Translation : NO SCHOOL LA BITCHES.

Soo, we went to the mall. watched Tooft Ferreh. lol

Breian Reiyan Pionah and me :D

FUN. srsly

We had a really gross moment in Popeye. Breian showed me something spectaculator in the bus. I found out there was a stalker. I pwned foosball mehehehhe. Teh steeamy hot Dwayne Johnson. Saw lion dance. i'm a fatty for lion dances la WHAT YOU WANT!

for one, I AM CHINESE. YOU CANNOT BLAME ME! >(

idk what else la

BUT I HAS NEW EARPONEZ.

bahahaahahah

Which i am now planning to name him Ponzy :D AHAHAHHAHA

from Breian and Reiyan to Ponzy! EEHEHEHHE COMEL KAN? BAHAHAHHA

for some reason, i peel so malay now. shit.

and then. for some vain moments la. BARE WIZ MEEEE 8D if dowan then click 'X' la.

my unhappy/wtf face :D

Ponzy. ♥

my sad face cause of the pack weeks im gonna have for another 9 months.

my tired face. HAHAHA.

okay. i guess you've passed the vain moments la. :)

so. i've gotta go pack =/ school :(

i seriously cannot wait for end of the year. after spm

Junior

Senior

*11.35 p.m*

"Eh i gotta go d la."
"Why?"

"Got school =/"

"EH! We don't have ;P"

"Ish >("

I cant wait till this moment >P

behehehhe.

"Eh wanna go out?"

"Cant :( assignments la. Rushingggg =/"

"AWHILE ONI LAA. COME!"
"Cannot laaa. tomorrow sudah dead line"
"alaaaah. CAN LA!"
"Cannot laaa :( i call you la when i free"

"k la. bye"
"bye"

BEHEHEHEHEHEHE.

i know i lebih la.

but.

WHO CARES! you do, i dont. too bad init'.

xx,Sam

And then she started sending mothafucking signals.

2010-01-30T18:50:00.003+08:00

and its not a nice signal now is it.

well, i cant blame cas! D: CAUSE IT WAS ME THE WHOLE TIME! askdljalsjds

sometimes, my body is a very cacatz.

"now that explains alot about you".

We drank, ate and laughed.

Sooo, Babu Cas and i went Souled out. which was aaaaaaall the way in Hartamas.

No, I dont go hartamas cause i don't come from a rich family or my boyfriend doesn't have any money to take me to fancy places. AHAHHA

no, im not dating. lol

We will blame Babu because of our thinning wallets >(

pfffft.

And then babu ordered SOS [Souled Out Shots] lol

Was goooooood. Well, its her post bday celebration la so let the girl do what she wants.

And theeeeeeeen everything slowed down lol. Cause cas was in pain lol and then she kept sending signals >( ahahah i mean. when she felt cramps, i felt it too.

I sorry for blaming you laaa issshhhhhh.

It ended up being my cycle =/

and then went shisha after that.

Learnt a great lesson last night. which made me not want to shisha. srsly.

I felt nauseous. i felt like vomiting, i turned pale idk why. maybe the constant overload?

lol. well, i only had 3 shots -,- ~~3 realllllly long puffs. HAHAHA~~

sjalkdjsaljdlajdsa then came home around 2:40. i guess.

And then slept at cas's.

This time i got to sleep 8D HAHAHHA

Well the last 2 times i couldnt soooo. >_>

And babu left at 11.

I'm still very sleepy =/ and hormonal =/

whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy do i layan bastards la. WHY! :(

xx,Sam

and then i realized that my webcam can do many spectacular things.

2010-01-27T22:30:00.005+08:00

first three normal ones.

♥

well not so normal la.

i just realized i could do all these kinds of things. with webby. HAHAHA

see, i can bite your head off.

AND THEN.

YEAH. SPECTACULATOR. lol

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH

vonderful pictures 8D HAHAHHA. yeah, these photos. yeah. that's me. hahahha

And sometimes life can be deceiving.

2010-01-27T21:17:00.002+08:00

Is it me. or is it that people are getting more stubborn, adding in more attitude on to their plates, being more get-on-my-nerves-ey and being a goddamn push over ?

then. maybe its just me.

I hate it when you always have to be right and i always have to be wrong.

and so. people are sooooooooooooooooooo full of shit now.

maybe i'm adding more attitude onto my plate.

hmm.

sometimes, even the person you love the most bugs you. and makes you want to slap them in the face.

you know what i feel like doing right now.

Staying home, listening to Jack Johnson / John Mayer / Paramore / Paolo Nutini / Adele and Amy Winehouse. Cause i feel so out of peace. lol

and reading my books. no not studying. PLEASE.

but. my mushy wushy romancey novels. hahaha.

And then playing technically-it's-mine-for now-and-my soon-to-be-tuned "jon" the guitar with the a/c on to the lowest.

And. going out with my usual mentally challenged people la. shisha. i miss =/ AHAHA and mitrash driving 8D HAHAHA

lol, i don't knw how much longer i can take tuitions. going to petaling street and back. from tuesdays to fridays. so. SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEPY.

so.

xx,Sam

what is it with the damn thing you call 'attitude' la.

2010-01-24T21:00:00.002+08:00

I MISSED MY HISTORY EXAM LA.

AKDLJSALKDJSAKLDJSAKLDJSADJSALDKJA

FUCK.

MY.

LIFE.

yeah.

i did. i;m gonna be screwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwed.

and the best part is, KARUNA'S THE BLOODY TEACHER LA.

srsly, FUCK EXAMS LA. >:(

xx, Sam

it takes PURE skill to trip over flat grounds okay. dont pray pray.

2010-01-22T16:26:00.002+08:00

and soooooooooooo. our intervensi started. no. i havent been studying. AT ALL.

im about to fail Maths, Addmaths, Accounts, Bm, and Economics. i think.

I THINK. ha. but maybe everything lol.

i think english is the only thing im good at.

*BANG

we've got history tomorrow D: AND TOMORROW'S A SATURDAY.

not going for derrick's today cause i'm

1. lazy

2. tired

3. HISTORY LAA tomorrow

and so. you wont be seeing me today. hee.

and.

Yesterday, Our dearest most awesome buddy-buddy's brother has gone somewhere we couldn't reach. Even just to visit.

Hearing these kinds of news is like being hit in the balls. REAL. HARD.

At first you're all "WHATS ALL THIS IN FACEBOOK! WHO'S DANIEL! or WHICH!"

and then later "OH SHIIIIIIIIIIIIT. WHAAAAAAAAAAAAT?"

None of us knew what was going on.

He was always happy. WHO COULD TELL?

I really feel the pain. Eventhough i may not know him. But i wish i had the chance. I could use a clown now and then. He was a nice boy :) easy on the eyes too ;)

Justine, I may not understand what you're really going through, But if given the chance. I would definitely try to make things alittle better. Even just a tiny bit.

Things come and go but memories stay like stains from a good bowl of curry noodles.

And in time, things are gonna be better. :)

Watching people you love leave is never easy. And there's never a right time to say goodbye.

But sometimes. Life is a piece of shit you wanna flush down the toilet.

Like you said, He doesn't have to suffer anymore. It's a bitter sweet thing.

And one fine day, We'll all get to meet him again :)

Rest in peace Daniel :)

We all love you :)

xx,Sam

BAD HAIR CUT. HA.

2010-01-18T21:23:00.005+08:00

NGEEEHEHEHHE.

i dont have to manually type in a lame header nao 8D ngeheheh

i like this one too :)

SO MUCH SPACE TO TYPE HHAHAH! ROFL

i has cut my hair. into the straight ruler fringe back then. AHHAHAHA

see. this. might look alright. but in real life. FUCK. NO.

i fail in being all bold and spontaneous la =/

but hey, new hair for the new year 8D

hee.

but. life is still worth living cause i've found these main / not-so-main items that keeps me going. :)

EEEHEHEHHEHE. so bloody cute!

if only i had a bloody thin ass pen la =/

ANOTHER CUTE ONEE EHHEHHE "disturbing the pizza" ahah!

AND THIS. OMGGGGGGGGGGGG.

*homer drool*

hahahaa.

OI. HE'S MINE BITCHES. MINE. GOT MAH NAME STAMPED TO HIS ASS. EEEHHEHE. let me check it for you if you like ;) HAHAHA!

p,s his name's Paolo Nutini a.k.a NUTELLA. omnomnomnomnom HHAHAHAHA

hahahah. yeaaaahhh :) life is definitely worth living with all of these.

NATALIEDEE

HEHEHEHEHEH

include my retarded friends :)

and then these two make life alittle more worth living. just a wee bit ;P HAHAA!

my babu putih infection and bloody batshit :) HEEEHEHEHHE

hehehe. the "babu" is meant to be there :) cuz it sounds cooler det way ;)

xx,Sam

we can still have it all ;)

2010-01-14T23:21:00.002+08:00

Then we'll run until we're strong enough to jump,

Then we'll fly until there is no wind.

you know whats funny? the fact that Chris Brown is still writing songs about Rihanna and then Rihanna's writing about heartbreak and all that. lol.

but "Crawl" ? really? couldn't you come up with something A LITTLE different ? lol

GUESS WHAT EVERYONE !

ITS 11.27 PM. AND I HAVE NOT DONE ANY HOMEWORK. AT ALL.

FML.

i hate how. someone just comes to you. play with you for a bit and then when something else comes in. you're fucked.

occasionally you get your fun. and then when you think that it's different now. and then *snap it all turns around and the joke's on you.

and you can't do much about it.

psshtt.

and they said that they're different.

no, -.- its not a relationship problem or some shit you've assumed. it's just me. being fucking irritated. it's more of. how. stupid things are. and it just gets you pissed. and it makes you not wanna layan that person. but you still end up doing it anyway. cause you're that nice.

Dont you just love it when you're ignored. NO ONE SEEMS TO LISTEN OR TAKE YOU SERIOUSLY.

and then you're forced to handle motherfucking stuckup attitudes just cause.

and then get yelled at for stupid things.

and then when you can NEVER find the RIGHT PERSON to tell things to.

I'm just very very very VERY very very annoyed today. very.

when you get pushed to the bloody limit. you just wanna shoot someone in the eye.

FTW.

officially missing you :)

2010-01-11T20:56:00.004+08:00

You better run, You better do what you can,

Don't wanna see no blood, Don't be a macho man.

HELLO AAAAAAAAAAAAALL.

it's 9.11 and i'm sleepy as hell D: well. tired la.

hahaha, have to go pinish my homeworkz D:

i was planning on going jogging tomorrow MORNING at 5.

but.

1. ITS STILL DARK D: (i. do not. like. the dark. D:)

2. I scared people come teenap me D: (WHO KNOWS!)

...and thats it.

THATS ALL I AFRAID.

I dont plan on going on the afternoon. cause i'm most prolly having tuition at that time lol

and Monday's my only off day D:

and i plan on sleeping on that day lol.

and the best part is.

i think.

from now on. THIS WHOLE YEAR is gonna be so full of shit. or in other words. jammed packed. hahaha. it somehow makes me feel good in a way. cause it makes you feel like you DO care about your studies. lol.

and then on saturdays and sundays?

idk. be lazy >D

i plan on hanging out with my mom ahahahhaa.

and then finishing other homeworks -- that i've refused to finish lol.

The worst part is ?

EXTRA CURRICULAR ACTIVITIES. fmlfmlfmlfmlffmlfmlfml.

WHAT ABOUT TUITION THEN D:

idk how i'm gonna handle this. but all i know is. i am. going to.

1. loose more hair.

2. go crazy

3. laugh

4. and hope to god i make it out there D:

crisis i tell you. CRISIS.

oh. and. i'll show all of you. eventhough it is the second week. SECOND WEEK. of school. i look alot like this.

Currently :

I SRSLY READ THIS THING. well,i had to force myself =/

my fake "I PWN THIS SHIT" face.

but really. i look alot like this.

and on occasions when i do understand this.

and then. when i don't feel like doing it. i do this.

the end product of alllll that.

this usually ONLY happens when a person like me. who doesnt study at all. and then out of no where, starts studying.

and then.

WHERE TEH PEACE AT MAN? WHERE TEH PEACE AT!

stfu with the bombing shit. i just saw the news this afternoon

some NGO dude or some shit about the agama crap.

pssht

"It is a very sensitive issue."

and

"We only believe in peace and harmony. We want peace"

FUCK YOU AND YOUR GODDAMN BRAINS LA.

come to think of it. i wonder where is it :) hmm.

xx,Sam

ITS SO BLOODY EMBARRASSING LA.

2010-01-09T19:16:00.003+08:00

Who wants to be right as rain,

It's better when something's wrong.

And so i've got a complaint "Why aren't you updating!"

lol, fine.

We all know what's going on in Malaysia right? KL to be more specific.

The burning down of the churches. This shows mindless

us Malaysians are.

How sick and inconsiderate we THEY are.

Didn't they learn about agama or some shit like that?

Since you're so holy, Why the fuck are you doing this?

HOLY MY CHINESE ASS LA.

Eventhough this doesn't affect me. But it's affecting the others right? The other MALAYSIANS right? Fuck 1Malaysia la. If you're doing all this, We're not called "United" anymore la please. Fuck the fact that "Oh, Malaysia's unique."

I don't even get why they should come first. No offence to those malays i like la.

OH WAIT -- THEY OWN THIS PLACE. PSSSHHTTTT.

And they said we shouldn't be racists, LOOK WHO'S TALKING.

There's no point for "1Malaysia" when you can't even share a bloody word or when you're so bloody prejudiced towards the other races.

And then the fact that WE -- the NON islams have to learn about YOU PEOPLE.

WHAT STUPID CRAP IS THIS?

WHAT ABOUT THE OTHER RACES LA? THE CHINESE AND THE INDIANS?

THIS ISN'T FAIR. FUCK THOSE PEOPLE WHO WROTE THE BOOK.

pfffft.

And then when you can't fight back, You result to burning shit down.

Shows how bloody weak your brain capacity is. Pssshhttt.

Plus, You're affecting our peace -.- As much as i'd love some "action" in this country. But not these kinds.

I don't even know why all this happened -.-

But screw them mofos who did all this la. Fuck you and your family and your pathetic life. -.- TAKE THAT. >(

Sometimes i'm embarrassed to be a Malaysian. And i thought the peace would've lasted. But no.

Wait -- what peace? pfft.

Okay. That part's settled :)

I'm most prolly going Kasturi. And i;m going Derrek's this Friday. :)

I miss MJ all over again :(

Current Expression :

The embarrassment.

And then the dulan-ness.

xx,Sam

ASDKJSALDKJSALDJSALKDJSAL

2010-01-01T19:51:00.003+08:00

When the cats come out,

the bats come out to play.

so new years was good. good enough :)

went to the curve with batshit and infection. fuck The Apartment la.

they hiked up the bloody price just cause its mothafucking new years.

fuck the manager. D<

NEVER EVER GOING THERE AGAIN LA.

unless someone else pays for it.

and so, we had some liquor involved last night :)

and some lap dance.

two thumbs up la, darling. ;)

and then we had 3 or 4 countdowns. which was -- alittle weird la lol. hahhaha

we got to scream and hug and just go crazy. ahahha

we had foam and stringy stuff on our heads. which i kinda liked. wish i had a camera with me :(

it was crowded and all. but it was okay.

i couldnt breathe for a moment cause the people kept spraying eventhough there wasn't any foam left. and so, i had alcohol sprayed to my face. lol. i only DRINK alcohol. i dont SNIFF alcohol.

and then had moments where we were sticking spoons to our noses and laughing really loud lol

p.s, we didnt eat la. we just went for cocktails and a beer. beer for me. ha.

oh yeah, we were at Italiannies lol. had a cosmopolitan and a heineken. infection had a white wine sangria and batshit had a sinatra. which was damn fruity :D

unlike infection, she got a little tipsy lol. cause her sangria

was pretty strong so. yeah.

to show you that i am still very much sober.

akldjslkdjslk idk la.

yup. sober enough to make stupid face expressions.

got it from my papa :P

i meant the drinking skills lol.

and then left at about 2. infection's dad picked us up :D

THANK YOU UNCLE!

but.

MY NAILS ARE SO SHORT RIGHT NOW. I CANT EVEN SEE THEM DDDD:

lol

drama. ha.

i dont plan on cutting my hair. i have to bring books on the first day wth sdjsdsjdskladjskldja

:( not ready for school or spm D:

sigh =/

gotta start reading and bullshit soon D:

MONDAY. MONDAY TO ALL FORM 5'S !

start la our journey to war -.-

idk what i just said. but okay.

xx,Sam

ooh, imma fool for youuuu ;)

2009-12-28T19:54:00.006+08:00

I don't see the bad boys trying to catch some play,

Cause i love your smile. :)

batshit has left the building D: i repeat, batshit has left the building. lol

ahahha, she's gone to travel the world with a gay kid, her long lost sister, her hot mom and her funny step dad.

ha. perfect combination for a great vacation. no srsly :D

hee.

just to show batshit how much i miss her already,

here.

on duty.

off duty. yeah, she got that from me >P HAHAH

i like this just cause she looks happy. :)

lol, all hail -- me. :)

the four of us. without val. lol.

the FIVE of us. :D COMPLETE :D yeah

i feel so out of the group. cause everyone's smiling

and im doing something stupid.

fml.

lol, with an addition ;D chweeeet nyeerrrrr.

jelez giler babi aku!

and this.

cause it's my duty to mock you. and love you as well :D

MY, WHAT ____________ EYEBROWS YOU HAVE O_O lol

it shows that we can "evolve" la k.

so please dont kill me when you come back.

i;ve got very few days left of holidays :(

NEW YEARS. I WANNA GO OUT :D

COUNTDOWN WHUTEVER.

PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :D

call for enquiries.

xx,Sam

kuti. lol. KUTIMUTUSAMEHPARAPUKANDASAMYCASANDRALEEHASSMALLBOOBS.

2009-12-26T23:13:00.007+08:00

GRADUALLY BE LESBIANS.

WTF.

so lunch with Laveda and her sister made me feel alittle better about christmas LOL

hhahhaah

we had this one moment where were like popping "Bon-bons" and there was a piece of paper with some "Did you know" and a joke, a paper crown lol and a gift. hahaha

and we were telling each other about the joke and it actually

felt like christmas :D

haha.

it was fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuun :)

pictures are with Laveda

lol, and so i'll get it when it appears in facebook lol.

and then there's this moment.

"IS HE BALD ??"

"lol, no. he has lots of hair"

"oh."

HAHHAAHHAHAHAH

we were discussing some ideas for some stuff. and idk why, i as

sume every white guy near 40's or 50's are bald. i just don

't know why. too much tv lol

and then i had a moment where my brain malfunctioned for a

bout 15 seconds or so. lol

i think red bull's getting into my brain.

HAHAHH

and so.

hee ♥

AHAHAHA. SO KUUTE.

AND THEN I LEARNT SOMETHING ABOUT FILET MIGNON.

"asdklshdksjadhsjkdhsjkda"

"why do like Filet Mignon?"

"cause it looks really --"

"ITS SUCH A SMALL PIECE OF MEAT. WHY WOULD YOU WANT SUCH A SMALL PIECE OF MEAT"

"oh."

xx,Sam

p.s, KUTIMUTUSAMEHKARAPAYAHPARAPUKANDASAMYCASANDRALEEHASSMALLBOOBS.

world go roooooooound.

2009-12-25T23:55:00.006+08:00

Have yourself a merry little christmas,

Let your heart be light. :)

my christmas sucks. HAHAHAH

cause i was at home -.- cleaning and all that rofl

joy.

haaa. i dont have much to write. maybe tomorrow. heading

to Lave's to lunch thing lol.

then maybe we'll go Pavillion. didnt go today. mom was lazy =/

and so.

here.

~~i'll show you the amount of fun i had.~~ syok sendiri moments. pretty embarrassing. =/

syok sendiri moment #1 : tries to be santa. fail.

syok sendiri moment #2 : tries to rob a bank. fail.

syok sendiri moment #3 : tries to be santa. AGAIN. fail.

syok sendiri moment #4 : be stupid. pass.

syok sendiri moment #5 : be stupid again. pass.

syok sendiri #6 : merry christmas :)

and thats it lol. the rest were too hideous.

so,

Merry Christmas :)

xx,Sam

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

2009-12-25T01:54:00.003+08:00

Just hear those sleigh bells jinggling, Ring-ting-tingling too.

Come on, It's lovely weather for a sleigh ride together with you.

at chillis. TIMER. hahaha

MERRY CHRISTMAS ALL! 8DDD

HAHAHA

GOD BLESS :D

you know. this very day. i learned a great lesson.

TO NEVER EVER EVER EAT OR DRINK WHILE WATCHING RUSSELL PETERS.

AHAHAHAHA

i learnt that the very hard way. ha.

i was so bored. i started watching Russell Peters. im not saying its a bad thing. but i thought maybe. i could've been doing something fun and st

upid or something. but.

i am stuck at home watching Russell Peters talking about LOOOZ WOOTON.

ha. atleast im doing something right. hahah

and so, i was drinking water and spooooossshh. the water came back out. lol.

if you were me, this. happens. and its normal. supposedly.

"V-U-I-tton "

or in other words

"wee-yuu-ai-tton" lol

hahhaaa

hilarious!

i can watch the guy forever. but. they're all the same eps. or the ones i've already seen so.

i might head to bed after this lol.

and then might go Pavillion tomorrow with my mom. with hopes. we wont get lost lol.

cause my mom doesnt wanna drive or the car isnt available tomorrow.

cause she wants to take the train there and im like "O_O mom, you realize that i DO NOT KNOW how to take the train there right? aside fro

m going to Mid Valley"

"we'll talk about this when i open my eyes ; TOMORROW"

lol. and im like -.- yeeeaah.

i have a very bad feeling about this. very. very baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad. lol

oh and.

again ;)

xx,Sam

a helpless cornball.

2009-12-23T23:13:00.004+08:00

什麼時候才能變一對,

好想跟你每一天回家都順路. 　

okay, i swear. i got that from a lyric page okay. i am not chinese educated for all who thought i was. i just know cantonese and a wee bit of chinese. cant read or write. except for my name :) chinese name.

i pwn all bananas.

fo' shizzle.

OMAGAD. i dont know where my msn went -.- i pressed something and iz missssssiiiinnnnggg D:

i cant find the bloody app -.- sometimes i hate the pc -.-

idk how im gonna be a graphic designer man -.- mlegh.

SOOOOOOO.

went shopping today for the girls. -BUDGET- ahahhah

before i had 300 then decreased to 150 and now i have 70 or 80 left. JOY.

AND THEN.

BATSHIT BOUGHT ME THE TIME TRAVELER'S WIFE FOR CHRISTMASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS 8DDD

very very very very very happy as well :D heee :)

see la the lovers :) HAHAHHAHAH

cause Brian bought me a book too. P.s, I Love You. but im not even done HAHAHHAHAHA

nvm. i'll read them both. --somehow la k.

i still need to get brian and ryan and batshit and lave and delicia presents.

lol. still looking for a pair of wayfarer shades for mah brotha. lol

we saw a bunch in bangkok but didnt get them cause they were apparently bad for your eye sight >_> sooo.

i dont really need the bad to worse kinda thing.

i dont know how im gonna get them all something but i'll somehow manage la >_> =/

sometimes its frustrating lah =/ when you have money and then somehow it all *disappears*

dhsdoshduisdjs;sisadshdsjakdhskjdh

lol kay.

tomorrow going to the mall again to get the rest presents -notguaranteed-

ask me why if i didnt get you anything.

and theeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen yesterday.

went swimming at Lake Club lol. was supposed to go makan tomyam but then we started playing with the balloon thing. the gluey thing in small bottles that you can blow up. the transparent shits la lol.

i kept blowing up hearts 8DD hahahahaha

and then later batshit's mom ~~asked~~ as how batshit would call it ; ordering you to take gaylord swimming at Lake club while she goes to the gym. lol and then we had a moment

gaylord : caeden

batshit : cas

"you wanna go ?"

"idk you wanna go?"

"im asking you right."

"IDKKKKK you wanna go is it?"

"idk, do you?"

"I DONT KNOWWW"

"can you make up your bloody mind ah? my mom's waiting"

"lol, idk laaa D:"

"you want or nottt. sioudsoidjsods so geram with you >("

"LOL. okay okay. -- but what im gonna wear?"

"i'll go get you a bikini or something la"

"BIKINI?"

"yaaaa"

"oh :("

LOL. ahahhaha

her bewbs shrunk :P i rock. now mah bewbs are bettur than yours :P HAAHHAHAHA JOKEJOKEJOKE

I SURRENDERRRRRR PLEASE. SPARE ME SITAUPOOOOOOOOOOOOOO DDDDD; hahahahah

and thennnnnn we were at Lake Club. and we were acting like two 8 year olds on a sugar rush lol.

lol. and then gaylord was being all pissy cause we/i splashed water and it went in his nose and all lol then he was like

"im very angry with you two guys lah!"

HAHAHAHAH

and im like "whyyyyy, i thought you liked me :("

"no! i dont like you"

"caeden dooooonnnnnttttttt"

"no!"

"gonna cry la caeden...dont la cadennnnnnn T_T"

and then drama cry LOL

hahahaha

and we were wrestling each other in the pool. like i tackle her down and then she gets on top of me and then i get on top of her and then she stands up and i roll down into the pool lolol

but we were having fun :DDD so no complaints. aside from water getting in my nose DDDDDDD8

so annoying >( its like a liquid brainfreeze lol. batshit calls it that lol

"ITS LIKE WATER IS COMING ALL OVER THE PLACE AND IT HURTSSSSSS. MY EYES, MY NOSE MY EARS DD;"

hahahahah and then all batshit did was laugh and then went "aww bb" -.- so helpful.

then later went for japanese. :D was very very very full =D then left then went to batshit's place and then attempt to paint her nails ; fail -.- bleggggggh. then went home. lol

and fell asleep at 5 and woke up at 2. muthafucking joy.

and my eyes have been smutting since then.

Failing of Organs : 40%

hmm. i dont have much to write lol

OH LOOK! MSN IS BACK :DDDDD HAHAHAHAH lol

it seems that i pressed a shortcut and it disappeared -.- lol

i think owl city's not bad la -.-

ADAM LAMBERT'S SONGS ARE REALLY GOOD HAHAHAAHHA

i dont really care if he kissed a dude or something. he's gay. so let the man be. his song's are good and that's that.

eventhough i cant even handle looking at guys holding hands PHAIL LOL.

idk what else. i think im done

Tomorrow's Mission :

1. To wake up early

2. To shop with budget

3. To wrap presents

4. To get home from Mid Valley at 5 or 6 being latest

Christmas Mission :

1. To go somewhere for Christmas

New Years Mission :

1. To go for countdown

2. To get a new year's kiss ;)

2010 Resolutions :

1. SPM

2. Finish Ps, I Love You

3. Finish The Time Traveler's Wife

4. SPM

5. Finish If You Could See Me Now

6. STUDY

7. SPM

8. STUDY

9. oh hai, SPM

10. MUTHAFUCKING SPM BITCHES.

Haaaa. i love my missions :)

oh right.

translation for unknown chinese words on the top :

"When can we be together, I wish i could walk/go home with you everyday"

Lol, direct translation from yours truly :P HAAHHA

Xx,Sam

ps, idgaf if the translation is wrong. kthxbai.

Lets get it poppin'

2009-12-18T16:58:00.006+08:00

A WEBCAM DINNER ALL. well, supper to be exact la k.

yea. we l4d2 yesterday. AGAIN. hahaha

not gonna blog much about L4d2.

basically : too much l4d2 makes me nauseous. too much

turning roflrofl

but.

i've got pictures. no long winded posts. hahaha >D for once

for starters, we said HI in our cute ways.

orait, i'll admit that my webcam's retarded la. cause she couldnt hear me. deaf woman she is :P

and then the connection came back.

and theeen, she couldnt hear me again. see the sad face there? and we did it together! :D

THEN. she could hear me again. lol see the smile :D

THEN! idk what this is.

HA.

roflrofl. compairing our moms to Tanks and Witches and all that.

L4D2!

ZOOM to read. :) hahahahah

i dont have much to really blog about lol.

cause my daily activities aren't as PRODUCTIVE as yours so go kiss Santa's ass! >(

GUESS WHAT I FOUND! DDDDDDDD:

ANYWAY. Sometime that night, I got the urge to go youtube some ghost shit and we ended up watching McFly go ghost hunting. Again. Which, really honestly wasn't scary, except for when Sam suddenly THROWS HER HANDS UP AND HIDES HER FACE. SHE LITERALLY THROWS HER HANDS UP LIKE PUT YO HANDS UP IN THE AIR! AND THEN COVERS HER FACE.

HAHAHAHAHAHHAAH EH I GOT SHOCKED OKAY. ...wait. I DONT REMEMBERRRRRR AHHAHAHA

-stops, asks for direction-

SEVERAL SECONDS LATER,

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.

i got scared. of a ghost moaning. -FORK. ITS IN MY HEAD-

She is now more addicted than I am.

AM NOT!!!!!!!!!!!! DDDDDD:

well not really >_> i go there to spend some quality time shouting at you to either STOP SHOOTING ME or COME HELP MEEEEEEEEEEEEEE THE HUNTER / THE JOCKEY / THE TANK / THE CHARGER / THE WITCH GOT MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

which is so touching cause after all that violent shouting, THEY COME SAVE ME :D

which applies to everyone else. I HELP YOU GUYS TOO. its just that i die more often. :)

AND THEN. i was introduced to The ALMIGHTY GODLYNESS OF CHEATS.

and then i dont really die much. its just that i get attacked alot. it seems that they like me alot :)

-touched-

but we still have fun :) HEEEEE

i think thats about it.

Xx,Sam

GEEEEEEEEEWD MOOOOORNING KAY-ELLE!

2009-12-14T07:12:00.002+08:00

yes.

please prepare yourself for a very long winded post. thank you.

GEEEEEEEEEWWWWWWWWWWWDDDDDDDDDDDD MOOOOORRRNIIIIIIIIIIINGGGGG KUALA LUMPUR!

your belated-bday girl has not slept the whole fucking day.

i am so fucking serious, even yo' momma dont beelieef it!

even i myself cant believe i stayed up the whole day.

YAAAAAAAAA, like i mentioned before ; INSOMNIA.

SOME FUCKED UP DISEASE MAN.

I AM VERY PISSED OFF.

yes everybody, its 7:16 AM. 7 IN THE FUCKING MORNING.

and so it all started when my barbecue ended and went over to Batshit Insane's for a sleepover.

Batshit Insane is supposed to be someone thats really closed to me. like lesbian partners-ish.

-hint-

ya, and so we walked all the way back to Batshit Insane's place with JungleJon, BrinoRhino, and Thongs.

and then we reached there safe and sound.

oh and before i forget, our best friend ; Infection came as well.

Infection : Sonia.

Sonia : Batshit Insane's cousin.

oh just because her laugh and her smiles are juuuuuust soooo infectious. 0:)

and then started lah our havoc.

... well not really la.

Infection and Batshit Insane started la with their House all.

and i was left on the floor. *sobbing* HAHAHHA

orait, I WAS READING. i surrender la k. and also opening other presents which i didnt open lol.

and theeeeeen me and Infection had our VERY FIRST HEART-TO-HEART CONVO.

which was quite interesting as we were both on the same bloody sinking boats crying but not calling for help. Infection came up with it.

by the time we all showered and all, we were all pretty much tired. from all the barbecueing and all. i was tired, but i could not sleep. oh, joy :)

and i resolved to reading my new buffdei pehsent ; PS, I LOVE YOU book :))))

sho happey la. :)

and then the other two pigs fell asleep. one with mouth wide open and the other one squished to one corner of the bed. and guess who was in the middle squishing me and Batshit Insane.

the glorious Infection.

THAT GIRL.

she had her elbow on Batshit's neck, her leg taking up all the space, and her chewing mouth LOL.

how did i know you say ? WELL THATS BECAUSE I HAVE INSOMNIA LA.

so obviously i was awake -.-

I TRIED TO SLEEP. I REALLY DID OKAY.

EVEN WITH INFECTION HOGGING THE BLOODY BED.

i was forced to sleep like a prawn okay. NOT. FUNNY. dont laugh la Infection.

i was tossing and turning -.- they both looked dead -.-

and there i was -.- struggling to sleep. oh, THE joy.

until 5 or 6 in the morning. how enjoyable i tell youuuuuuuuuuuu.

and when i do happen to fall asleep, Infection's alarm decided to ring. yay -.-

and then Infection left. OH THE FREEDOM. THE JOY. HAHHAHAHh

sorry la, this may be alittle mean but SERIOUSLY. I SHOULD'VE TAKEN A PICTURE.

just so you know, it'll last a wee bit longer and i might have something i could blackmail you with. you knoooooooooooow ;)

and then slept till 1. and Batshit was still sleeping. and i, as a very very very very caring person decided NOT to wake her up. yet. then brushed mah pearly vhites and started reading ps i love you. and then it was 2. and i got bored.

then i woke TEH BEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAASTTTTTTTTTTT D;

which then got a shock from me :) i sorry :))

it was by luck teh beast did not bash my face in at first sight.

ALL HAIL SI TAU PO!

si tau po : lady boss.

i poked her :D HEEEEE. and then she got up and went ROOOOOOOOOOAAAAARRR or in other words "what the hell is wrong with you -with dulan face-" WE WERE BURNING DAYLIGHT D: we really were.

OH ~~SIR~~SI TAU POOOO, PLEASE SPARE MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE D:

then she got up :) and happily went to weewee :)

and then we started complaining about how Infection was HOGGING THE WHOLE BED. and then showered and went to the mall. and grocery shopped, shoe-shopped and basically be lifeless :P HAHAHAHAH joke joke I STILL VANT A PAIR OF CHARLES & KEITHS OKAY.

and later found out it was already 6 PM -.- then went to a restaurant in Taman Petaling.

THAI FEWD. which then saw Alveena and family and Alicia De Costa and family.

the came home. and decided to spend another night here. :)

WE THEN PLAYED HOTEL626 :DDDDD HEEEEE

we finished it but not all of it la.

OH AND THEN GAVE BATSHIT INSANE THE MASSAGE OF HER LIFE.

her skin was going through a mass of abuse WHICH SHE MADE ME DO and also ~~orgasm~~ wth. HAHHAHAHA -censores word. please highlight :)-

by the time the massage was done, it was already 2 AM -.- and then i told Batshit i couldnt sleep and then she was soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo chweet to stay up with me :) we were first reading our own things then it all started la.

ALL THE GHOSTLY GHOST SHIT STARTED. -.- mofo. DID IT SO LATE AT NIGHT.

and when i actually got to doze off, that bitch decided to wake me for the scary part.

well thank you la. then she did her research on ghost infested places. and then gone.

GONE. i couldnt sleep. by the time she was done, it was already 5 AM. -.- joyjoyjoyjoyjoyjoy. muthafuckingjoy.

WE COULDNT SLEEP. WE WERE PRETTY MUCH SCARED BOOBLESS TILL WE WERE BOTH HUGGING UNDERNEATH THE BLANKET HAHAHAHHA

actually we were laughing and giggling away to our nonsense under the sheets.

then all of a sudden she started with her l4d. WHICH I CANT POINT THE GUN UPWORDS WTF. PHAIL.

Batshit was scaring me -.- srsly. with all the witch crying all.

then later decided to not sleep and played l4d and now i am here. blogging.

yes. basically i didnt get enough sleep. AT ALL. and my organs are gonna fail soon if i dont change this. oh lord. I DONT KNOW WHAT I DID TO DESERVE THIS. VAI!? VAI!?

oh and the barbecue was nice :D i got swinged in the pool. i've got "Joy" plastered to my forehead now. thank you to Batshit Insane for coming early to help out. i chayang you baby :))

OH OH and to all who wished ; THANK YOU OH SO VERY MUCH

this is also entitled to those who came :) i love you guys :)

and now my stomach is growling but im not hungry. and im tired but i cant sleep.

i am having such joy.

maybe after this i might try l4d for abit and then try to sleep. as i have to head home early.

-LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG SIGH-

so basically i was up from 1 PM to 8 AM. wow. a whole 20 hours.

and then with hopes, get some good night's rest. srsly.

i think im done. thank you all who tahan-ed my long windedness post.

i lurb you :3333

Xx,Sam

p.s, im blogging on Raffin.

current location : Batshit's bed.

i'll show you.

2009-12-10T00:46:00.006+08:00

Cause it's just so frustrating.

it's 12:46AM -.- and yea, i am awakeeeee.

Idk.

The internet is beginning to bore me -.- SERIOUSLYYYY

Should get my brother to d/l l4d or something. seems popular >_>

AHAH

i've got 2 more days nao :D

im also having a headache. eeeeheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeehe.

i'll show you what the internet's been doing to me.

first. this.

and then i got bored and started playing with my hair.

and then i got fed up and decided to smile for the world.

aah, the joy :)

THE INTERNET / MSN / FACEBOOK IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO BORINGGGGG

OMG.

my holidays are so pathetic -.-

i start off my holidays with dengue fever.

THEN now, i check my phone for messages.

checking whether people actually bother calling /texting me HAHAHHA

and then i give up on the pc, i turn to the tv.

but the tv has NOTHING nice to watch so i turn back to the pc.

then the pc gets boring.

then i turn to the bed.

BUT I CANT SLEEP.

then i turn to my phone, but my phone has no credit.

OH, JOY.

and so i turn to my note book. which i found out recently that the paper's thick so its easy for doodles. ahaha cause most of the time, the normal book pages usually tear -.-

damn.

and i need to buy exercise books -.- for next year.

another reason to be happy about -.- weeeee.

and now im sitting like a douche. HHAHHAHA

...GOING SHOPPING TOMORROW HAHHAHAH

with pa :D

preps for saturday :D

basically foods that need early preparation.

i think im done.

goodbai.

xx,Sam

idk why youz a hatin D:

2009-12-09T13:43:00.004+08:00

And then you regret the things you've said and done,

And all you can do is just stare at what you would've had,

And think to yourself "If only".

from the heart.

herro all.

I am still sleepy haha.

and so i am here to do nothing and waste your time XD

i seriously have nothing to blog about -.-

except the fact that i have 3 more days left :D

and then KABLOOOOOSH.

i am in love with Stewie <3

im having a flu 0.o

and then im gonna listen to Debussy for the last time

and im turning on the air-conditioning, locking the door.

and im gonna sleep.

SLEEPING IN TODAY.

cause nobody seems to be free -.-

or even bother to call me out T-T

cry cry cry cry cut myself hate hate hate

HAHAHA

AND THEN.!

i'm suffering from Insomnia -.-

yeah. -.- idk how i got it but i got it -.- dayum.

....

maybe have bacon then sleep. OR I DONT EAT AT ALL. HAHAHA

maybe i should ring Lave :)

hmm :)

anytoots,

will go numb myself with Debussy again and again and again :D HAHHA

xx,Sam

debussy is the new shitz. for me :D

2009-12-08T19:06:00.002+08:00

If you could change one thing in the world,

What would it be ?

BONJOURRRRR. :)

yes, im all smiles today :)

Claude Debussy.

thats whyy.

CLAIRE DE LUNE LA BABEYYYYY

hahahahaaa

its not cause of twilight or any shit.

cause it really just makes you happy. and its soooooooooooooooo relaxing.

and i finally got to sleep without any disturbances :D

heee. i would've slept till 3 or 4 -.- but then i had to pee. hahahaha

ITS BLAAAAAASTING NAO. hahaha

i got nothing new to write about actually.

just wanted to stamp this in :)

i have like 4 more days till i turn older :D hahahahha

heeeeeeee

goodbai all :D

xx,Sam

mleghhhhh.

2009-12-07T23:51:00.006+08:00

Maybe we'll meet at a bar, He'll drive a funky car,

Maybe we'll meet a club, And fall so deeply in love :)

HELLO ALL.

We'll have our very own Summary :)

After my very unhappy rant on the previous post, i'm still not very satisfied. cause.

i have a headache. call me a spoilt brat la but i am sick of people constantly bitch la. and ya, maybe its not directly AT ME. but its hurtful la honestly.

and then its torturing when you're sleepy but you cant sleep.

and then you have to stay up. until 4 in the morning. watching Step Brothers. hah

i'm so pathetic i can top the most pathetic person on earth.

and then when you decide to take panadols, they dont work and then your headache gets worse.

basically, i am a very fucking troubled person with a fucked up attitude and owns fucked up habits like being a mean freak show. and without noticing it -- not till i've done it. then the after taste is there.

im having a headache :(((((((((((

BUT.

i've got a pair of Converse from Lavedaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

I CINTA YOU GILERRRR LAVEDAAAAAA OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGGGG

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

THEN.

got a purse/small bag from Dorothy Perkins from Casandraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOGMOGMOGMOGMG

WEEEEEEEEEEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHHEHEHEHEHEH

sorry la i frustrate you but i cant think of something that i REALLY wanted =/

LIKE STRAIGHT AWAY. i sorry :(

i cinta you :)

Then now i've got a headache.

went to Jalal for dinner with Brino and Cas.

shat. i felt like a bloody lightbulb. shat. shaaaaaaaaaat. D;

then went Pool. HAHAHAH THE GAME LASTED DAMN LONG AHAHHAHAHA

cause ~~we're~~i'm such a noooooooooob. hahahahah

i think im dying or something.

cause i feel like shit -.- weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

BUT IM VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY HAPPPPPYYYYYYYY 8DDDD

heeehehehehheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeehehehe

you can tell right ?

nyahahahaha

anyways,

i think thats it o.o

LATEST UPDATE YOU KNOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW

hahahah

bad headache is what i have right now.

goodbai :)

xx,Sam

p.s, i noticed i have expansive taste. like, EVERYTHING EXPANSIVE. i think i should get shot for this wth hahahahha