because your head keeps messing with you. and you have issues WITH YOURSELF. no one but yourself. maybe a small part from the other people. but everything is you.

i know i'm fucked up in all kinds of ways la. but really. for some or NO RELEVANT REASONS AT ALL, i feel like everything's either going too fast or turbo speed and i cant seem to catch up. and i feel like i'm running around in circles.

Bitches, it's not cool to repeat the same fucking mistake you did before.

it just makes you a dumb human with a set of boobs and an ungrown penis.

I JUST DON'T GET IT.

everyone tells me time will help.

one of them told me to take a week off. it might help you decide

one tells me to try it out.

and the rest just tells me everything's gonna come naturally in time.

and really. i dont really have a lot of time in this place.

time is ticking.

i dont wanna hurt nobody :(

i dont wanna hurt him OR myself.

you know what i've come up with?

i just. maintain the situation and with hope my mood changes and then everything might just go back to normal.

--the possibility of this idea working ? low.reeeeeally low.

well, it doesnt exactly hurt to try.

i've given a few reasons to feel like this. i did. i reeeally did.

and a few of them are just plain stupid.

i just don't know. i wish i could find a book or something -.- that could actually tell me what to do.

BUT NO. we're like God's lab rats. -.- testing our patience and what not.

DUNG.

aaaah :( i just don't know lah :(

POOP.

x, miss indecisive.

because your head keeps messing with you. and you have issues WITH YOURSELF. no one but yourself. maybe a small part from the other people. but everything is you.

i know i'm fucked up in all kinds of ways la. but really. for some or NO RELEVANT REASONS AT ALL, i feel like everything's either going too fast or turbo speed and i cant seem to catch up. and i feel like i'm running around in circles.

Bitches, it's not cool to repeat the same fucking mistake you did before.

it just makes you a dumb human with a set of boobs and an ungrown penis.

I JUST DON'T GET IT.

everyone tells me time will help.

one of them told me to take a week off. it might help you decide

one tells me to try it out.

and the rest just tells me everything's gonna come naturally in time.

and really. i dont really have a lot of time in this place.

time is ticking.

i dont wanna hurt nobody :(

i dont wanna hurt him OR myself.

you know what i've come up with?

i just. maintain the situation and with hope my mood changes and then everything might just go back to normal.

--the possibility of this idea working ? low.reeeeeally low.

well, it doesnt exactly hurt to try.

i've given a few reasons to feel like this. i did. i reeeally did.

and a few of them are just plain stupid.

i just don't know. i wish i could find a book or something -.- that could actually tell me what to do.

BUT NO. we're like God's lab rats. -.- testing our patience and what not.

DUNG.

aaaah :( i just don't know lah :(

POOP.

x, miss indecisive.